Wow!
I'm really happy today...we had beautiful weather and everything just seemed to be really nice...there's been so much going on recently and even though this might sound a little stupid, nice weather always makes me feel a little better.

I was also feeling oddly proud of myself today...
When I first started school, I had an awful time fitting in, making friends and trying to change to make myself like the other girls...but i discovered that nobody needs to do that and in actual fact i only like people because they're different to other people i know...

It was one of those strange cliche moments where you get a sense of accomplishment, and I sat on the grass (with a flask that my sister had attempted to put homemade lemonade in, but actually turned out to be sour water and pips)and looked around at all the beautiful and gorgeous people who have made my life beautiful and gorgeous for all these years, and i sort of thought...well that small awkward kid never thought she'd feel like this!

So i guess this is to all the people who ever felt bad when they started school and now realise they ARE an amazing people...and the others who simply enjoyed the weather!

And to my sister who cannot make lemonade but can make my day...and often does...i love her

Sailor!
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